I went for a walk today. It was good that Little got to ride her bike and be out and active and good because a storm is coming in. I love storms. Storms on the beach are a beauty I cannot adequately describe. They also help me think. I got some peace and found (shocker) I have not being doing well with self-care.
While I dearly love my friends and family. I often tend to put their real and perceived needs above my own. Which makes me like I have too many hats and only one head. Time for some introspection. I also am feeling hung up about things. We are waiting on an offer on a house so I am feeling like I have one foot here and one foot there. I am trying to rework childcare needs, trying to rework work and family needs etc, etc, etc
With so many things going on and so many half done projects I feel lack luster and like I am half asses (pardon the language) Which has got me a little down. I also feel like the more things I take on the less I am focusing on my goals. It was nice to have time to think and time to contemplate my needs so I can steer my course better.